when I sleep, I am dreaming about him . I can't believe that he always in my mind . I try to understand his feeling . I always close with him everyday like we are a twin children . what in my heart now ? I wanna him to be mine . and I wanna show him that I always care about him . but whether all my hopes can be true ? I know, he have someone special in his heart, and I do too . I can't selfish to have both . but I really love him now . Can I realize all my dreams ? While I never know his feeling to me . Come on, tell me that he loves me too ! I can't always waiting under the rain . I can't always cry in the midnight . I can't always smile when he talk about his girlfriend again and again . It is upset me !