oh God, this time I have felt so in love with someone . ummmp, actually not with one boy, but with two boy . the other was my classmate, and the other was my seniors in my jhs 2 years ago . sorry, I couldn't tell the name of both . they could make me happy when I felt sad, bored, or down . they were never know that I have a feeling to both, maybe . because I was sure that my classmate knew that I liked him .

okay, now I will tell about their .

1. my classmate
it started when I would to match my friend (girl) with him . why ? because I would each other to be a good couple . I tried to seek another information about him . I always chat, wall to wall, or comment in same status with him . in three days, I became so close with him . but, why am I becoming love him ? I loved all things that him do . I was happy when he talked to me in facebook until the end . it was a great time !

unfortunately, I have a boyfriend and I felt unpleasant to my friend who loved him . so, I just could write all status about him and about my feeling in my facebook . I wanted him to know what I felt . luckily, God made it true ! he was conscious about my feeling and suddenly I was interrogated by him . and I could lie . I told the thruth that I was admire him . he understood with this . until now, I still related with him .

I have admired him since in 7th grade . he is so kind, care to me, and always reminds me to have breakfast, lunch, and pray to Alloh . I regard him like my brother . but affection, he has a girlfriend for one years .

I promised in my heart that I would loyal to my boyfriend, but I couldn't because he always leave me alone and rarely send me a message . please God, give me the best from one of them .