it was a scary experience . before trough this, I was so desperate and very affraid about it . but, I still lazy to hard study . yes, it was my bad character . from Monday until Thursday, 29 March - 01 April 2010, I trought day without computer and TV ! and now, I will tell about my national exam .

Monday, my first day : Indonesian . ummmp, this subject could make me exploded with its questionts . all the questions made me confused because all the answer was right, I though . fortunately, the supervisors were kind .

Tuesday, my second day : English . it was my favorite subject ! but, I found some difficulty . honestly, it was my mistakes because I didn't know too much vocabularies . maybe, I have wrong in some questions . ummmp, I feel very guilty of myself :'((

Wednesday, my third day : Mathematic . oh sh*t ! sometimes I felt very like this subject . but in another way, I were very weak in this subject . my bad feeling was right . the questions were medium with some of them were difficult .

Thursday, my last day /m\ : Biology, Physics, and Chemistry . The most difficult subject for me ! rrrhhh, I sure that I am not so good in this subject actually .

despite of all, I tried to be honest answered those questions . so unfair with almost students in my school who search answer key or cooperation with others friends . rrrhhh, sultry ! before, I though that it'll be the really national exam without ubiquitous cheating . but, there were wrong ! and I so dissapointed with them . okay, I know that now I can't angry with anyone, I can't blaming anyone . one thing that I can do is .. crying !